it's been a year

hm..well... back from bucharest. it's been nice and i needed desperatly that breath of fresh air ( mult spus fresh ca mai mult toxic si plin de poluare da asta e ).

something happened...weird for me , this being the primary reason i a writting this down...si abia acum constat ca scriu excesiv in engleza , but still.

da...am revazut-o dupa mult timp , si... a burst of weird emotions ran through my body ... de toate tipurile , de toate felurile , unele de neperceput altele cunoscute si traite... dar s-au intamplat au fost reale si le-am simtit... facand un mic calcul .. punand in balanta si cantarindu-le... i felt good , it was a pleasant feeling inside me..lucru care mi-a dat oarecum de gandit...si drumul din maxi taxi infect la intoarcere nici nu l-am simtit , cufundat fiind de ganduri...all in all i reached a conclusion , she is special for me as a person , a human being that exists on this planet...am avut preteni buni and all...persoane cu care am fost in contact intr-un fel sau altul...dar cu nimeni nu am simtit what i felt that night cand m-am revazut dupa mult timp, yup oficial she means something for me... hm.. gotta win her back as a friend , desi suna mai mult decat imposibil...

i miss what we used to be , imi pare cel mai mult rau pt ceea ce aveam inainte which was priceless and meant a lot for me...dar in viata cum e si faimosul cliseu...iti dai seama de ce ai pierdut abia atunci cand nu mai exista sau ti se ia cu fortza. my days at the office would have been much easier with her - there talking all the possible nonsense in this world..yet again i miss that so much.

hm...if by any chance citesti acest copilaresc post ... here's what i have to say : i am sorry and i want you back as a friend (not the best , cause i lost that privillege long time ago) ... but at least to start rebuilding.

CAP OU PAS CAP? ( genial film ... again it reminded me of u)

si cum e menirea acestui blog trebuie sa gasesc si o piesa that goes with it...

ma gandesc ...



hm..i would walk 500 miles to work things out..